we started the new semester. i got two new classes. CWP is gonna be interesting with Mr. O'neil and the enemy. and Washington state history has hardly anyone in it, but Jordan is in there to save me =) anyways.....
Today was just simply beautiful. The sun was shining and the air was filled with scents that only caressed one's senses in the spring time. The sun was so bright and the skies were so blue, i just could not pass up the opportunity to go for an afternoon drive. It felt like it did almost a year ago. It was crisp outside and with the sun shinning it made the scenery absolutely enjoyable. As my hands guided the steering wheel, i made my way through a windy scenery; the green grass, trees, the blue sky, My music blairing and my car running smoothly on the twisted road. I felt content, i felt happy. As I kept driving i was led away to a familar place. The scent of this old familiar place was comforting, but the sight i saw was not. The house was empty and kind of delaptitated, more so than it was before. Taking in the sight and the scent and the memories that this old house resurrected; all i could do was smile, because i know that i had had something people wait their whole lives to feel or attain. Because for one moment in time, i was everything to someone, i was their reason for living, i was their's. Even if it were just true for one little moment, at least i know, i feel, it wasn't in vain, it wasn't shallow, but it was true. I know someday it will happen again, but i am sure it will not be now. I will wait patiently and contently. And with this realization, I smiled and remembered because thats all i can do, for dwelling on the bad just destroys the soul. . . My Crisp January ride on a route so familiar brought back the hope i had lost. This Crisp January drive made up for all the wasted time.