I'm driving around in circles and I'm thinking about you..

[queenofbeer]

That sums up about what I've been doing for the past two days. April and I were sitting on my bed Sunday afternoon and the phone rang. The caller i.d. said it was Jami and I was so excited when I answered the phone because I hadn't heard from her in awhile. But as soon as she started talking I could tell something was wrong, she was bawling. I

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[xoxo_meredithx]

Mols, I'm so sorry to hear about Dean, I recall going thru the exact same thing back in January, I lost my best friend in a truck accient and I haven't been the same since, so I have a farily good idea of how hard it is and that it's an every day struggle and it all just sucks... after losing Greg the only things I could think of to do was smoke tons of pot, take a ton of xanax, and drink myself to death because I didn't know how to live without him, and the whole ordeal is the suckiest thing I've ever experienced, and I'm sure you feel that way also, I hope you can overcome this and make it through this. From the way you made it sound in your post about your relationship with Dean, it sounds exactly like Greg and I, and it's the biggest lie anyone tells you after your closest friend dies that "It'll be okay" because it takes so much time... I still find myself scrolling thru my phonebook on my cell looking for someone to call and talk to, and I'll get to "Greg" and push Send not thinking anything of it... it hurts like hell...

[wrapperjunkie]

Sorry to hear about your friend :[

Take care..

[ccgirl1986]

awww I'm so sorry. It really sucks to lose someone so close. I lost one of my friends back in March so I know exactly how it feels. I haven't been on here in forever. Do you have a myspace?