"Someday we'll meet and you'll dry all my tears, and whisper sweet little things in my ear.."
I am only updating slightly because I'm working on paper time right now, yes last minute but I've just been to busy and occupied other wise.
Last nights date well lets just say ruined by my step brother who was lonely and bored and my mom asked to let him come with. He basically stole attention way from me but Loverman(I changed names, hehe) kind of knew how I was feeling but was being nice, told me today that my brother actually bothered him last night. I told him it it's apart of the whole twin thing, when one is lonesome without the other they gotta do something. He texted me once he got home to do as he always does, texts me "goodnight baby." and I text him back"Goodnight sweetheart.". Speaking of him, he just texted me, lol. I called him when I got off work today,which I will talk about in a minute. Found out something else, we have the same fear, Fear of Heights, and he doesn't like rollercoasters either, is this not a nice match? He teased me telling me he had a dream about me and couldn't tell me about it, thats not fair doesn't work like that, :-P. I'm still in disbelief of all this, I mean did I get the luck of the draw or did I get the luck of the draw? I have a guy who had a crush on me for two years and finally tells me, asks me to go with him to prom because if he didn't go with me he wouldn't go otherwise and is everything I am looking for, and all it too was me walking into a column to actually see it or well find it.
I used to listen to this song all the time, wondering about my Loverman, when I was goign to find him and when he was going to come. I may have found my loverman aka my King of Hearts.
I don't know why but I'm feeling so sad
I long to try something I never had
Never had no kissin'
Oh, what I've been missin'
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
The night is cold and I'm so alone
I'd give my soul just to call you my own
Got a moon above me
But no one to love me
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
I've heard it said
That the thrill of romance
Can be like a heavenly dream
I go to bed with a prayer
That you'll make love to me
Strange as it seems
Someday we'll meet
And you'll dry all my tears
Then whisper sweet
Little things in my ear
Hugging and a-kissing
Oh, what I've been missing
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
Work was work, once again I don't work for a entire week, yea allegedly I don't come across well either I'm too exicted or not excited enough about stuff, I don't ask questions and what not, from what the crew leaders are telling the manager who makes the schedule. Sigh I have to fix this because I need money, these small checks aren't working, i bring in tips, why would they think I don't? Maybe I need to observe myself better, and work a littler harder, then maybe I'll be back on all the time and not the only one off for the entire week. It hurt to see the posted schedule, I'm the only one not working, the only one. Maybe I should look for a 2nd job, because this one alone isn't going to cut it if crew leaders keep saying how crappy I am and I only get schedule once every two weeks and I get paychecks no more then 70 no less then 15. It really brought my moral down at work seeing that, not even thoughts of Lover man could keep a permanment smile on my face.
My mom liked her perfume and vase I bought her, it made her smile, but today didn't seem like mothers day. I was also tired of people wishing me happy Mothers day, I'm not a mother and I don't want to be one for 19 years from now.
This week's schedule is basically this
Mon- Turn in Research Paper, and other stuff with school
go out to lunch with Loverman :-)
Review and go to bed early, pray for the test
Tues - Ap Environmental Exam
Go eat with exam people
Review for Ap Government
Talk to Loverman
Weds- Ap Government test
Eat with Exam people
Talk to Loverman
Find out homework for thursday
Thursday - Catch up in School
Friday - School stuff
Go out with Loverman
Saturday - Crew Meeting
Auditions
Do something with Loverman
Sunday - I dunno
Done for now, so now you may comment :-)
Last nights date well lets just say ruined by my step brother who was lonely and bored and my mom asked to let him come with. He basically stole attention way from me but Loverman(I changed names, hehe) kind of knew how I was feeling but was being nice, told me today that my brother actually bothered him last night. I told him it it's apart of the whole twin thing, when one is lonesome without the other they gotta do something. He texted me once he got home to do as he always does, texts me "goodnight baby." and I text him back"Goodnight sweetheart.". Speaking of him, he just texted me, lol. I called him when I got off work today,which I will talk about in a minute. Found out something else, we have the same fear, Fear of Heights, and he doesn't like rollercoasters either, is this not a nice match? He teased me telling me he had a dream about me and couldn't tell me about it, thats not fair doesn't work like that, :-P. I'm still in disbelief of all this, I mean did I get the luck of the draw or did I get the luck of the draw? I have a guy who had a crush on me for two years and finally tells me, asks me to go with him to prom because if he didn't go with me he wouldn't go otherwise and is everything I am looking for, and all it too was me walking into a column to actually see it or well find it.
I used to listen to this song all the time, wondering about my Loverman, when I was goign to find him and when he was going to come. I may have found my loverman aka my King of Hearts.
I don't know why but I'm feeling so sad
I long to try something I never had
Never had no kissin'
Oh, what I've been missin'
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
The night is cold and I'm so alone
I'd give my soul just to call you my own
Got a moon above me
But no one to love me
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
I've heard it said
That the thrill of romance
Can be like a heavenly dream
I go to bed with a prayer
That you'll make love to me
Strange as it seems
Someday we'll meet
And you'll dry all my tears
Then whisper sweet
Little things in my ear
Hugging and a-kissing
Oh, what I've been missing
Lover man, oh, where can you be?
Work was work, once again I don't work for a entire week, yea allegedly I don't come across well either I'm too exicted or not excited enough about stuff, I don't ask questions and what not, from what the crew leaders are telling the manager who makes the schedule. Sigh I have to fix this because I need money, these small checks aren't working, i bring in tips, why would they think I don't? Maybe I need to observe myself better, and work a littler harder, then maybe I'll be back on all the time and not the only one off for the entire week. It hurt to see the posted schedule, I'm the only one not working, the only one. Maybe I should look for a 2nd job, because this one alone isn't going to cut it if crew leaders keep saying how crappy I am and I only get schedule once every two weeks and I get paychecks no more then 70 no less then 15. It really brought my moral down at work seeing that, not even thoughts of Lover man could keep a permanment smile on my face.
My mom liked her perfume and vase I bought her, it made her smile, but today didn't seem like mothers day. I was also tired of people wishing me happy Mothers day, I'm not a mother and I don't want to be one for 19 years from now.
This week's schedule is basically this
Mon- Turn in Research Paper, and other stuff with school
go out to lunch with Loverman :-)
Review and go to bed early, pray for the test
Tues - Ap Environmental Exam
Go eat with exam people
Review for Ap Government
Talk to Loverman
Weds- Ap Government test
Eat with Exam people
Talk to Loverman
Find out homework for thursday
Thursday - Catch up in School
Friday - School stuff
Go out with Loverman
Saturday - Crew Meeting
Auditions
Do something with Loverman
Sunday - I dunno
Done for now, so now you may comment :-)