Trust

[queenofhearts83]

I know I am not capable of trusting anyone, and I really dislike hurting everyone around me because of it. I don't know how to learn how to trust. I doubt everything. I doubt love; I doubt hate. I hurt myself and I hurt others because I can't open up. I would rather hurt myself than let someone else hurt me. I wish I could change...

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[_ped_xing]

"I wish I could change.."

What's stopping you? No one controls what you do or who you are except you, so do it, don't waste your time wishing for it.

[queenofhearts83]

I can't just start trusting again as if the past didn't matter. It's not that easy. I'm not just sitting around wishing I could change, I am trying. After 3 years of being lied to about everything I can't just start over. I realized that everyone that I've trusted has broken my trust and not with little things either.

[_ped_xing]

well, I guess it's all in the wording. I just went all "Your Erroneous Zones" on you, that's all. Good book might I add.

[swedelemur]

have I got a story for you... call me sugar