Hi! It has been so long! Between 2 jobs, sparse internet connection and moving, I have not been a ver good journal keeper. Just a quick update. Dennis and I have committed to being an actual couple, so no more casual sex for me, boy or girl. Honestly, still getting used to the idea. I mean, I just fingered myself to orgasm (YAY!) while ( Read more... )

How long has it been since I felt the warmth of a body next to me in sleep? How long has it been since I felt the heat of a passionate kiss? Since I blushed under a gaze so longing, so intense? Since I had to hold a hand to my stomach to calm the butterflies that swarmed at the mere thought of someone? Since...since...some things have no time ( Read more... )

"I wish I knew how to quit you." FAMOUS LAST WORDS ( Read more... )

I am so sad. My best friend is going through a situation that I have never dealt with, nor do I know how to help and support. I am here, too far away, with a phone and email, but that's not a body. That's not tears and smiles and hugs and kisses, or whatever else a warm body can provide. I am changing. I wonder if my best friend doesn't think ( Read more... )

Fucked him again! Let's see..that's Friday, Sunday and Monday. Keeping score? Tally marks on the wall!

Okay, so my roommate said don't bring home a complete stranger. Well, he wasn't completely a stranger, but he was a freak! OMG I wish I could put on here (live) everything we did! Let's just say it started under the table at the bar and moved to the banister over the stairs at my house to my roommate's couch to the bed to the floor and back to ( Read more... )

Wow! I just got off in the bathroom at work! I would like to put on a sparkly dress, stand in front of millions of people and thank my good friend for all he did for me. If it wasn't for his support, I would never have cum to that point! LOL! XO

I swear by the Boondock Saints at the moment. Rid evil. Yuurei. The Kiss. Marilyn. Not the right effect. Gold Lion.

I am so tired. I feel like...shit. I don't even know what I feel right now. Nobody seems to understand anything I say. Am I speaking a foreign language? Today things kept happening and things were being said that came to me in a fog from yesterday. I had to question everything because it was as though it didn't really happen, but then how else ( Read more... )

Michelle the Ignorant, Trina what-the-fuck, Kelly's sister and that guy's wife and his son's mother, Stephanie the Christian who went to hell, Alicia who didn't know any better, and the one who believes she is above the law of love. Get a clue, Pink Panther. He's gonna check on it and check out...again.