This road goes on forever

[queenoftimbuktu]

   I have lost my voice from screaming into my pillow.  I want to be heard. Please, listen.

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[eiliftstrio]

I know how that is.
Except I'm forgetting how to speak.
I've retreated more within myself and have been entirely silent for too long now.

I need to scream.
I need to know how to scream what it is I mean to say.

[queenoftimbuktu]

I have retreated too...and I've been trying so hard to crawl out of this hole but everything has changed for me. It doesn't seem worth it, so I remain agreeable to the outside world for the majority of the time. Until next year, of course, which seems to promise so much.

I think we need a Garden State moment where we stand on the edge of nothing and scream our hearts out.

[eiliftstrio]

I have fallen into a hole too. And it is grey. I've entered solitude again.

And we do. Definitely.

[queenoftimbuktu]

It will get better, it always does...and if you ever need to talk to someone, I am here. I'm sure we are dealing with two completely different issues, but from experience I know that it gets old talking to people that think you can "snap out of it" so easily.