So yesterday I went out with some people from work and some friends to celebrate my birthday. People were buying me drinks all night...of course. The first place that we went to was Howl at the moon...it's a dueling piano bar. It was a lot of fun. They made me get up on stage and I sang with one of the guys, me and mitch had a dance competition ( Read more... )

So I really enjoy being around the people at my work. They are alot of fun and interesting people. If they offer, I am really going to consider working there for a year or two. I have been working on my confidence this summer and I think I'm getting better...maybe it's tallahassee that makes me so negative..idk. I really need to start looking ( Read more... )

There's a song I'm supposed to write ( Read more... )

so I didn't go into work today...i woke up feeling like crap. I called in and left a message. I also texted the other intern who is supposed to be there today and told her that I didn't feel good and I wouldn't be in..well when I woke up later I had a text from my boss, my friend manny, and the other intern. The other intern said she didn't feel ( Read more... )

so okay I admit I've been in kind of a slump right now....financially, physically, and emotionally. I'm not unhappy. I actually believe that I am very fortunate. Still it's like when I get home from work and especially right before bed I feel so empty. I want to go back...everybody probably knows that. I miss him very very much.

That good people get screwed over. I don't understand why this should be true, but it is. There is no room for being nice in this world. You just need to get what you want and say "fuck it" to everything else. Those are the kinda people that get what they want. My question is How do you begin to do that? I think you must be born with it b/c ( Read more... )

i was a little drunk when I wrote that last one. I have a tough time controlling my emotions when I'm intoxicated. My little brother graduated...I'm very proud of him. He has a year of college already out of the way and he wants to go to school to be a math teach. Good for him cuz i sure as hell couldn't do that. I'm starting to make friends at ( Read more... )

This sucks...a lot a lot a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to stop waiting for change and just make it. I am thankful for the past and what it had to offer but that is just what it is... the past. I have to accept that things have already changed and life is moving on with or without me so I may as well join it for the ride. Time to inspire someone else and be inspired by others. Holding ( Read more... )

I'm so happy that I have an internship at the daily buzz. If anyone has seen 30 Rock the atmosphere there is a lot like that. I am nervous having to deal with the all the equipment and stuff but still it's pretty exciting. Everyone there seems pretty awesome. I'm not going to work at disney. It's too far away and they didn't even give me the ( Read more... )