these blood stains on my knees dont mean a thing...

[queenpunkitty]

might be moving out once again... but this time with christina... me and marco got in a reall bad fight last night... we realized it might just be better if we dont live together... all we do anymore is fight all the time... we wake up and we both are expecting the worst. im tired of arguing with him... yesterday when i went to visit my mom he

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i feel so bad that i cant help you

[boxeatergeorge]

i have been gone a long time from my computer but as i was reading your entry, i was like "damm what have i missed?" last time i remember you were moving out and you were all happy becouse you were going to be with marco all the time. and now, you are sad, mad and confused. i bet you wish you had never moved out and changed the good thing you and marco had at first. but maybe thats the only way you can really see who marco really is. i dont want to sound like a jerk or whatever, saying that marco is no good for you or anything, but only you could decide that. do you want to keep feeling the way you do now that you're living with him? or do you want to feel the way you felt when you didnt live together? and dont get me wrong or anything, but i kinda understand why he is acting the way he is. and you should of seen it coming sooner or later. becouse he is 15. he thinks he has control over you, who is older than he is, and that makes him feel good about himself....but you know, you dont have to listen to me....or do you? hmmmm....... nah

Re: i feel so bad that i cant help you

[queenpunkitty]

thank you, i wish there was something i could do, i wish there was someone like in the song who loved me like that and wanted to buld a wall around us ans save me from what i started, but i will never find that person, and even if i did they are to far away... i wish i could feel happy again too, but of course that is asking for to much...

-sarah-