I am not meaning to sound like the "old me", coming from a place of true caring and worry, do you have anyone up there who is capable of adult companionship and counsel? The worst part about where you are is when you feel alone. I dont see a whole lot of "adult" commenting from the friends who post to your entries. they all seem so .....needy. I think you are surrounded by people who need so much they drain off of you and leave nothing left. Remember the "sycophant" days? You and your mother are too caring and giving sometimes for this type of world we live in. Its too tempting for people to take advantage of you two. I was no different.
Call whenever you can. I am worried you are digging too deep down a depression hole with no one to really help you out of it.
you have a right to be angry. You don't have a right to damage your body because your angry. Thats sounds rightous and selfish but think if it was Tori, Max, or your mother damaging themselves when they get frustrated and angry, that would affect you as much as them? Please dont hurt yourself. It hurts us. Reminds me too much of old days in SF. Heavy bags and people are so much softer. Im sure you can find one up there in that State deserving of some fist loving.
Fuck, grrl. He's right. You are so beautiful. And you know I've always said you surround yourself with beautiful people. But you throw off the curve. It hurts me so much that you aren't closer--I don't know what more I'd do besides offer actual hugs--It would be difficult not to intervene. (yeah, I see the irony.) But you will resolve this as you do all situations that come up. I have faith in you.
In the meantime, you absolutely MUST put on your oxygen mask before assisting others.
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Call whenever you can. I am worried you are digging too deep down a depression hole with no one to really help you out of it.
I love you
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In the meantime, you absolutely MUST put on your oxygen mask before assisting others.
Hug Buffy for me.
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