Does anyone here know what it's like to wake up next to an angel everyday? Let me tell you...it's a dose of pure happiness every morning. Fuck coffee, this is my new dose of "what get's me to want to start my day". How about loving life? How about enjoying each moment? How about not giving a fuck if its 330am and you slept about a minute... ( Read more... )

I have been a fucking mess all weekend...I thought it was purely hormonal...She just admitted she is moody too...which makes it easier...because then I don't blame myself for the moody times...I also attributed it to the major pressure I am feeling from this presentation that is due on Tuesday...I have wanted to cry all weekend...then (at a ( Read more... )

Am I not safe...I don't know any other way to be...I sit here wondering...I think I know what is going on...I think I am traversing safe territory...but then the ground shakes and I'm tiptoeing again hoping to god that I won't be injured...the stars in my world shine for her...are those sparks a figment of my imagination...are they made out of ( Read more... )

she is distracting...siesta has a whole new meaning...and it doesn't involve sleep...

In her I've found true self...Something just wasn't right before...It just wasn't there...Never knew there was something else within me...but somehow she revealed something I didn't know I had...my life was a lie...though I didn't know before I met her...the truth was revealed...this is it...this is me...me with her...her purity has brought out the ( Read more... )

The beach is cold in the winter ( Read more... )

Will someone please help me…I feel like I’m suffocating…I’m opening my mouth and screaming….no sound is exuding from my mouth…like I’m screaming under water. Why do I expect anyone else to hear me…I can’t even hear myself. I don’t even feel myself until I get to this point where it is too late because I’m ready to break down. I’m in a car that’s ( Read more... )

This feeling is so amazing...I'm trying desperately not to ruin what we are...I can't focus anymore...focusing is overrated...How can it be that I've found someone who matches up to all of my expectations of what a partner in life should be...so that's why I'm waiting for the ball to drop...kind of waiting for my heart to be broken...to feel the ( Read more... )

Here I am. Went out with a friend. Well, actually three friends, successfully. Had three amazingly, separate, honest talks with three women in my life that are really important to me. The conversations went so much better than I ever imagined. They want me to be happy. They don't judge me. Two of my friends immediately noticed how incredibly ( Read more... )

So my trip to the dentist last Thursday started out innocently enough. I had a cavity. It needed to be worked on. So I said to the Doc..."I am not a friend of pain. Give me the laughing gas and make it snappy." So a bubble gum flavored mask was placed on my face. Yum. I breathed in and out, in and out, deeply. Hmmm, I'm stoned. I love this ( Read more... )