Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair...
AND OUT OF MY MIND.
The way I've been feeling... I just, man. I feel so good. I haven't felt this good in months. Hell, if I really think about it, I haven't felt this good in an entire year.
I was reading about lesbian stereotypes today on afterellen and of course U-Hauling was mentioned. Now, maybe what I'm doing could be considered that, but wouldn't it usually have to involve two people? Maybe I'm U-Hauling in my head? Idk. At this point, I don't really care because for the first time in a fucking year, I feel good. I have someone who seems possibly, maybe remotely interested in me and if not, as least she knows how to drop a fucking line.
"Counting all my relevant friends
Well this keeps coming up again and again"
GAAAHHH. Story of my life, this year. I had to find out the hard way just who my real friends are. It's a damn shame when people go from being in your life nearly every day to just absent completey. Whatever, it's their loss. This girl, though, she seems to get how friendship works. I don't know if it's from the possible excitement of something new or if it's her regular M.O. but I'm really hoping it's the latter. I mean, I don't think there's been a day this week where we haven't talked, yet I haven't seen her since like Tuesday. I mean, WHAT? And she talks to me FIRST. No one EVER talks to me first. I always have to appear ~clingy and shit just to fucking get a conversation out of some "friends".
This girl is just.. I don't even know, man. I just like her a lot. I was trying to slow down what could possibly be a speeding train headed for disaster but then she sealed the deal a few days ago. She sent me a good morning text. A freakin' good morning text. No one ever sends me those kinds of things. No one ever seems to be that sweet and considerate. I can't even help these butterflies, man.
Even if this doesn't work out, I'm finally happy to be moving on. It's just what I needed.
Click to viewThe way I've been feeling... I just, man. I feel so good. I haven't felt this good in months. Hell, if I really think about it, I haven't felt this good in an entire year.
I was reading about lesbian stereotypes today on afterellen and of course U-Hauling was mentioned. Now, maybe what I'm doing could be considered that, but wouldn't it usually have to involve two people? Maybe I'm U-Hauling in my head? Idk. At this point, I don't really care because for the first time in a fucking year, I feel good. I have someone who seems possibly, maybe remotely interested in me and if not, as least she knows how to drop a fucking line.
"Counting all my relevant friends
Well this keeps coming up again and again"
GAAAHHH. Story of my life, this year. I had to find out the hard way just who my real friends are. It's a damn shame when people go from being in your life nearly every day to just absent completey. Whatever, it's their loss. This girl, though, she seems to get how friendship works. I don't know if it's from the possible excitement of something new or if it's her regular M.O. but I'm really hoping it's the latter. I mean, I don't think there's been a day this week where we haven't talked, yet I haven't seen her since like Tuesday. I mean, WHAT? And she talks to me FIRST. No one EVER talks to me first. I always have to appear ~clingy and shit just to fucking get a conversation out of some "friends".
This girl is just.. I don't even know, man. I just like her a lot. I was trying to slow down what could possibly be a speeding train headed for disaster but then she sealed the deal a few days ago. She sent me a good morning text. A freakin' good morning text. No one ever sends me those kinds of things. No one ever seems to be that sweet and considerate. I can't even help these butterflies, man.
Even if this doesn't work out, I'm finally happy to be moving on. It's just what I needed.