I feel so much better today. After the chiropractor I have 60% rotating capacity in my neck, yesterday I wanted to die. Hopefully it stays loose and doesn't sieze up on me again. It sucks though I was going to go camping with my dog this weekend and enjoy some time to myself, which is way overdue, but I guess it will have to wait until I am ( Read more... )

So who feels like ass? Why yes it is me. Woke up this morning with my head glued to my right shoulder and in extreme pain if I tried to move it. Made an appointment with a chiropractor but he couldn't do much for me. Apparantly I have swollen lymph nodes which is causing the neck to spasm. So he cracked me up the best he could do and told me ( Read more... )

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Went out today and got a new pair of Dickie jeans. I haven't owned a pair of jeans in I don't know how long, I usually resort to my carharts 24/7. I also got a pair of runners for 30 bucks. It was about time, since my feet are growing and my etnies are only giving me crazy blisters when I run. On top of that I went to cheap skates and scored an ( Read more... )

So it has been awhile since I have updated. I've been pretty busy with balancing my life, hormones, coming out to the family, school, relationship, friends and myself. I felt as though I was gonna drop into an ugly depressed state once again, but so far it hasn;t happened. I'm thinking my body is really struggling with itself, hormones and ( Read more... )

Guess what Bush is up to?
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So everything so far has gone super well with coming out to my family. There is still alot of work to do, mostly with my mom and dad but all in all I am very fortunate. My sister came to visit for the weekend and we all had a good time, she had lots of questions but god damn is she ever supportive. Who would've thought. I have to say this has ( Read more... )

So no response from the family yet. I've been having waves of 'wholly fuckness' but the stress hasn't taken completely over. I went to yoga last night for the first time ever and it helped tremendously to calm me and put things into perspective. I think I might just go again tomorrow if this is how I come out feeling. My X-sister in law did ( Read more... )

I just drop the letters off at the post office,,,the bomb will drop on wednesday. Please send good vibes my way :/

The last couple of days I've been having little freak outs and shit. Can't yet bring myself to mail the letters I wrote to my family, can't poke 400mg of T into my body~ I can do a 100 but 400 seems like sooo much. I haven't even heard or come across anyone who has started that high. I don't want it to be such a shock to the system and become an ( Read more... )