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things are going, I'm getting over a bug and we're both getting over lack of sleep...
R and I did the Relay for Life walk friday night and it was really sureal, strange and kind of sad I don't know how to explain.
Unfortunaly we recieved some news today, a friend of ours, who was diagnosed a couple of months before R passed away this morning. I'm not sure how to feel, cause now I know she isn't suffering, and that she isn't scared anymore. the last time I saw her which was about a month or two ago, she was hallicinating and so scared and frail I felt so bad and I can't help but go to that place where I'm scared if that happens to R. I don't know what I would do with myself if that happened.... it's too scary to think about!
R and I did the Relay for Life walk friday night and it was really sureal, strange and kind of sad I don't know how to explain.
Unfortunaly we recieved some news today, a friend of ours, who was diagnosed a couple of months before R passed away this morning. I'm not sure how to feel, cause now I know she isn't suffering, and that she isn't scared anymore. the last time I saw her which was about a month or two ago, she was hallicinating and so scared and frail I felt so bad and I can't help but go to that place where I'm scared if that happens to R. I don't know what I would do with myself if that happened.... it's too scary to think about!