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[quent]

Last night was weird and agitate-y... for obvious reasons

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[thingstouchme]

sorry to hear about the pain parts.

[quent]

thanks yous for being thoughtfuls; pain parts suck.

life was starting to feel like that video you embedded a while back, of the girl in the woods taking the hand of that dude in the woods, and everything started to catch fire all around.

So, i guess I'm saying, for the best.

I still have BrainemesisTM, though. Shut up, BrainemesisTM.

[thingstouchme]

That video meant/means a lot to me, I'm glad it did to someone else, too. :)

I feel like breakups get harder as you age, contrary to what people may say about young hearts being easily shattered by the loss of intense loves. There's more of You invested.. it can be so painful. Sounds like you're taking a really positive approach. Cheers!

[quent]

Agreed to the breakups-harder-w-age comment.

Generally for me, it feels like a mindgame where I keep misunderstanding why I'm losing, and it gets more confusing when you're trying to be more understanding, yet flexible, and mature in not pinning blame.

Here's to learning how to make healthy compromises. I'll keep everyone updated when I find the formula.

So far, the hot-cold method is unsuccessful...

Luke warm sounds so lame, tho.

[ex_inanna]

This post shows a lot of emotional stability. It may not feel like that now, but it will.

I really like this writing, Quentin, because reading it, I somehow know you're going to be okay. And just maybe great things are yet to come.

Much love to you, friend. Let me know if I can be there for you. Because I will.

[quent]

Thanks for writing that. Its encouraging to hear that's emotional stability because you're right, I feel I'm more confused, feeling rejected, resentment, and lost than anything. But I am seeking answers, and finding a way out of this hole.

I'm slowly re-engaging with the outside world, so apologies for dropping off the map. When I'm unsure of myself, and my relationship choices, everything else seems to crumble and lose importance for me.

Mehs.

[carebearc]

i don't really have words. at least, none that string together into a coherent thought.

hugs.

raar.

[tendency]

you know.

<3