So, I've been totally incognito the past little while.. mostly its been because people largely are unhelpful now, and to be honest, I've got a lot going on ( Read more... )

omg.. ppl i havent spoken to in a while keep coming on msn, and asking how I am, and whats new, and whenever I get tot ellin them about my dad, its like hearting it all over again, ohmigod

this has easily been the shittiest four week period, ever. EVER. Im so sick of people and their bullshit.. the only highlight (and i mean ONLY) was the purchase I made today of a super cute camo bikini (i called like 3 ppl after i bought it- you should have heard TheDuchess's squealing ( Read more... )

SideBar:

This may not be appropriate, but one of the natural, real laughs I had occured a few minutes ago.. this song came up on my iTunes.

Neyo, "When You're Mad"

I know this song has special meaning to The Duchess, but.. well.. same difference.. memories..

A few things ( Read more... )

My dad died yesterday afternoon ( Read more... )

Ok. So I don't want to be a downer, and I don't want to go all Tony Soprano on you, but there is something I have been feeling for a while, and I don't know how else to express other than through this venue (where surely fewer of you will be hurt), and to use a quote by Tony Soprano to sum it up ( Read more... )

This is an ACTUAL conversation between myself and Pele. I had a TOTAL cow, and I dont care. Hes so self righteous, it makes me want to throw up ( Read more... )

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its just not enough.. its just not good enough....