i have driven to caledonia/grandville so many times in the past two weeks it's absurd to count. why does gas have to be so expensive? i'm over it, it's worth it ( Read more... )

ok so i've pretty much had the craziest best week ever but i can't update it right now because i'm at Urban and i actually need to finish working so i can leave at 4 and then go run a 5k with lisa and our girls! woot woot! i'm so excited. anyways, i'm better and i'll fill you in on this past week really soon, before i forget it all.

in fact, the cough is killer. i went to the doctor and i have pharyngitis, a throat infection and an ear infection. i am so lucky. i love my immune system.

http://www.lsj.com /apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20051124/NEWS01/511240335/1001/NEWS ( Read more... )

i think i am at 80% staying to do AmeriCorps and i feel completely at ease about interior design. i am starting to get together my portfolio and resume and such but i also trust completely that God isn't trying to make the decision hard for me and if i feel like i could give these kids another year of my life, then i should do it. so i'm pretty ( Read more... )

i am 70% staying and doing AmeriCorps for another year. You heard it here first. I just hope it doesn't damage my chances at Interior Design.

i'm not very good at updating. mentally i am. i can go through everything i would say if i were updating at that time, but then when i get the chance, the thoughts flee and i'm left with "i'm alive. ummmm ( Read more... )

cold as stone. it's how i feel. i can't seem to outwardly express how i am feeling inside, pretty much ever. i've built up such a wall i can't even break it for family. God help me.

i made the mistake of running between 9 and 10 and now i am hungry and not sleepy. so i listened to my new favorite artist way too many times and wrote out the lyrics. teehee ( Read more... )

i like a boy and lisa won't leave me alone.

my mom asked me if i had scales. but that's not what she meant.

should i join the gym? i don't know. it seems dumb to pray about it. i need to budget i guess.

it's good to be back from break, too much unstructuredness.