ajaykrishnan

Oct 16, 2008 03:21

SO THIS IS IT THEN

Saturday, January 23rd 2006, 10.50 PM

Understand.

This is not an act of desperation. Nor is it an act of protest. This is an assertion of freedom by a free man.

If you can't understand that, that's your problem.

So this is it then.

Right now, right after I finish writing this sentence.

Sunday, January 24th 2006, 9.30 AM

Heh, decided to get a haircut before I do anything. Going to the barber today. I'll also get a shave.

Is it bad that I want to look presentable for the photographs?
(Sheepish grin.)

Oh well. I still stand by what I wrote yesterday.

Another elephant of a question- exactly how to go about it?

Better figure that out before I make any more suspenseful proclamations.

Monday, January 25th 2006, 8.25 AM

Bought most of what I need yesterday- the candles, rope, 2 FM radios, the cricket bat and the steel spoons. The cashier at the mall laughed and asked what the stuff was for, some drama? You could say that, I said.

Didn't find the right colour muslin cloth though. I'll probably have to go to Crawford Market for that.

Tuesday, January 26th 2006, 11.40 AM

Got the cloth. Spent most of yesterday and some of today trying to figure out what length of it to cut.

Wikipedia says that for best results the cloth should be "ideally of a length just over three-quarters the length of the room, but not more than twice the subject's height."

But my room is huge!

Anyway, a lot of Wikipedia's info is just plain wrong, added by people who are basically vandals.

Wednesday, January 27th 2006, 10.20 AM

Yesterday would have been fine, but I realized just in time that it was Republic Day. That means nothing to me, of course. But then I certainly don't want it to look like an act of defiance against the country or something.

Think I'll wait till the weekend.

Saturday, January 30th, 2006, 9.30 AM

Dammit.

It's my birthday. There's a party and all.

And the new Masayoshi film is supposed to be out soon. If he doesn't revive my slightly waned enthusiasm, no one will.

I'll wait.

Wednesday, February 10th, 2006, 1.30 PM

Too close to Valentine's Day. AND remember, Antara broke up with me just over a month ago.

Dammit. This is ridiculous. Why is so much reason and logic attaching itself to something that should be so simple?

Dammit dammit dammit.

What to do now? I am NOT a brokenhearted lover.

Now definitely not till March.

(PS. The Masayoshi was spellbinding, everything I hoped it would be.)

Tuesday, March 23rd, 2006, 1.10 PM

As good a day as any, I thought to myself this morning. Decided to go for a walk first. It had rained last night and there was a sweet stench of rotting garbage in the air.

But now the stupidest thought has entered my mind- what if there’s a god?

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