it's me..the dickhole of the world. Wahaha.candyhearts_xoFebruary 11 2005, 20:49:13 UTC
Okay, I never sayd that it "wasn't a big deal." And I did care. Secondly, I was kind of mad at you if you didn't notice. I felt that you were ignoring me and all over travis. That made me sort of agitated.. Thats just how I saw it. Third, I dont understand how im "two-faced.". Also I did go after you even after you told me to "fuck off" so i obviously care.
You can be mad at me, but if we're going to throw away a friendship over a mis-understanding then thats really fucked.
You know that im here for you always. And even if you hate me Ill love youu forever Jessay.so. yeah.
Heather told me you said it was no big deal. And even if you were mad at me, it shouldn't matter; if you really were my friend and even gave a shit, you would have still been there for me. I wasn't all over Travis, I was sharing a seat with him. And only because you weren't even talking to me. Also, you were talking about me behind my back, so that makes you two-faced. Don't say you weren't because before I got there you and Amanda were saying all this stuff about me. Don't say you weren't...oh and reguarding that little conversation, I act myself around guys. Lastly, I said fuck off because I didn't want to be around you. All you cared about was *YOU* getting in trouble and didn't give a shit if my mom was in a bad car accident and was in the hospital.
I needed you and you weren't there, so why should I be there for you when you need a friend.
First of all I wasn't there when you found out what happened if you dont remember. So I though that she just broke her leg. Which would still be a big deal but I guess that I wasn't thinking when i sayd that. Secondly maybe you didnt notice, but it certainly looked like you were flirting with him and he thought so too. I stopped talking after you got into the chair with him. Not before. I wasn't talking about you Amanda was. I was just sitting there like okay...And about that "little conversation"..Its true. You always act different, maybe you dont notice it but you do. And It wasnt that all I cared about was myself and didnt care about your mom. It wasnt even about any of that. I wanted you to stay over but I couldnt tell my mom you came over, so all I was gonna do was tell her that you came over after. I dont think that that is "not caring". You obviously dont know my mom. Actually when I told her what happend she was like "shed better not have been here before." and I was like she wasnt and she was like good because you would have
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Excuses, excuses. You are a liar. It's funny how you are telling me everything I do wrong and they you are all like I'm sorry. You're not sorry.
You and Amanda are the only ones who think I act differently around guys. It's kinda funny because alot of people (and myself) think YOU TWO act so fake period. I miss the old Lisa, but I guess that's just a memory.
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You can be mad at me, but if we're going to throw away a friendship over a mis-understanding then thats really fucked.
You know that im here for you always. And even if you hate me Ill love youu forever Jessay.so. yeah.
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I needed you and you weren't there, so why should I be there for you when you need a friend.
Ew.
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It's funny how you are telling me everything I do wrong and they you are all like I'm sorry. You're not sorry.
You and Amanda are the only ones who think I act differently around guys. It's kinda funny because alot of people (and myself) think YOU TWO act so fake period. I miss the old Lisa, but I guess that's just a memory.
We don't have a friendship.
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-matt
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