If there is someone on your Friends list you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12 hour fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal
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I'm not trying to be bitchy or anything, but yeah. I dunno, I thought we were pretty good friends. We had our differences and whatever, but I thought we were cool. Then all of a sudden you like dropped off the face of the earth. You didn't talk to me anymore, and everyone else I talked to about it said they had the same problem. You just started talking to new people I guess. I don't really know. Anytime I tried to talk to you, you didn't seem to have much to say to me. I understand you've had your problems and whatever but, I dunno. It makes me sad that I already lost a pretty cool friend before school even ended, and that you'll probably be lost for good after this summer. But it pisses me off at the same time that you haven't made any efforts to talk to me or anything. Maybe you don't know that I still care and think I hate you or something, or maybe YOU just don't care. I don't know. But if you have anything to say to me or wanna talk or whatever, you always know where I am.
It's not anyones fault but mine and belive me i'm sorry. I haven't talked to anyone new at all, i haven't had a problem with you (hell we hung out a lot in the summer!), and i've pushed almost everyone away in hopes that no one would care about me...and yeah i really don't want to explain why its kinna personal but i've been in my own ball of isolation up untill my trip to the hospital and now i'm slowly trying to get back into the swing of things and it pisses me off to no end knowing that i've probaly lost some of the best people that have been in my life. **ash**
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