I don't know why I do this to myself, I don't know why I do this to him. It was so stupid and inconsiderate of me to ever cause him pain. But I did and I don't know what I was thinking ( Read more... )

Pessimist or realist?

I'm going through my ups and downs yet again. I have a lot on my mind but I feel I have lost the ability to express it. I am disappointed in myself that I am not really... doing much with anything. I am just going through the motions of life without much thinking or even living, which is sad. I need some motivation. Hopefully it is sooner rather ( Read more... )

I need to learn to keep friends better...
the end

I honestly don't know why i still have this thing. Most likely reason is i don't have the heart to delete or abandon it. I've come this far, might as well keep it ( Read more... )

so sometimes i think i am overreacting but others i think i am justified.
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i feel like i am always the one that has to come crawling back... i guess ill come to bed. if there is room for me

I never write in this anymore. And when I do I feel like all I do is either complain or write about something stupid ( Read more... )

I don't understand why people dickheaded boys feel the need to play me for a fucking fool. I'm not fucking stupid and I can see through all of their bullshit.

Fuck you.

1. whats your name spelt backwards?yduj

2. What did you do last night?
walmart, gyro, paper, stroll down memory lanes.

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
I don't even know

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
no too scared

5. Last time you swam in a pool?Hoilday Inn Express last Feburary

6. What are you wearing?
pink and green tank ( Read more... )

Type your cut contents here.I can't tell if I can't breathe because I am anxious or because of my bra...
a little bit of both but mostly because I'm anxious.

Get over it.
Give up.
Move on.
Convince yourself.
I'm trying.

Mixed signals, I fucking hate this bullshit. But I do it to myself. No worries. Once I'm home I'll be better. I don't necessarily ( Read more... )