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[quicksand_]

i feel inclined to apologize-- for my absence, for a lack of beauty, and a lack of eloquence which seems to be missing not only from these pages but from my life as well. mostly, i apologize for my lack of presence in your lives. i find you all to be of outstanding quality and humanity, a caliber which i cannot compare or correctly define. plus,

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[luvspot]

no matter how far you go or how long it is before i talk to you, you will never be absent from my life, as long as i live it.

[dirtycinderella]

and i want to be able to reply to your entries

<3

[postmarkmyheart]

you shouldn't apologise, but it is nice that you did. i was starting to think maybe you left this journal and created a secret one where only the real beautiful people are invited to stay. i don't know why, i get a little insecure sometimes. like i'm never good enough. and it is absolutely ridiculously stupid. it really is.

and i don't mind at all about the commentings, i just love reading your journal. i sometimes fall off the face of the planet too and when i do i ignore everything and everybody. from lj to my friends here at the college and with my family. i become a recluse everyone stops asking about. it is sad really.

♥

(p.s. the californian skies are growing more grey. the nights are cooler. i like this weather, &yourself?)