I think changmin always had a harder time than the rest, trying to understand things. after all, he was thrust into all these from a very young age and forced to adopt an image/ a stage name/ anything not intrinsically him from the start ;a; I like the idea of changmin being in love with yunho though ;a; this was beautiful =w=
Sorry if it was confusing! The basic idea is that Changmin has a different means or understanding of love; it's possessive and he needs something tangible, something he can hold onto. So as he's taking on qualities of the other three, he starts to fall in love with Yunho (or at least thinks he is in love with Yunho), because Jaejoong is. Yunho's developed worry lines, and when they appear - while he's telling Changmin that he worries about him - Changmin sees that physical change as an indicator of love for him.
so my heart broke into a million pieces....I always felt that changmin had a really hard time dealing with the lawsuit....the amount of weight he lost during those days scared me....the way he tried to preserve the three members presence was utterly heart breaking....and I can totally see Yunho constantly worrying about changmin, trying to find a way to comfort him but doesn't know how....the ending was so bittersweet...I loved it
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I find this fic has a very sad and longing tone in it.
It's like Changmin misses them a lot and longs for the past.
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jfc, that paragraph was wonderful. actually this whole fic is wonderful.
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