maybe i try too hard? i don't know. sometimes it feels like that. &sometimes, it feels like i'm not appreciated enough. but, whatever. it doesn't matter anymore
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one minute i care, the next minute i don't. i really don't know what they call this. confused? undecided? retarded? one of those, i'm sure. it doesn't matter though, because nothing matters anymore. at least right now. i bet you in about ten minutes, i'll feel all better because i'm moronic like that. and people ask why i highly dislike myself
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