i just have to jot my feelings or they will suffocate me.

[quiet_is_hard]

my initial thought when starting this entry was "does life have to be this complicated?" but then i thought about it even more and realized that when life isn't this complicated i wonder if it could be or should be or what else there is to get into. for some reason, in my head, life will always be complicated

Comments

[anonymous]

amazing entry

[quiet_is_hard]

thank you, stranger.

[lacking_color]

agreed. wonderful entry. i feel you 100%. i think "torn" is the only way to describe it.
you really really REALLY need to read "blue like jazz" by don miller. i think you would really appreciate it.

[quiet_is_hard]

torn is it exactly. maybe i'll run and get that book. thanks kid.

truth...

[dustinthewind17]

MK, you have always inspired me... from the day we met, and you know this. You obviously know who YOU are or you wouldn't be so aware of exactly what is going in your life. My aunt is a theatre director for a small community theatre in my hometown. She wakes up every Sunday morning and makes into a church no matter where she is. She has been everywhere! She's been to London, Paris, Egypt, Turkey, Buenos Aires, Spain, Ireland, etc. She is a strong Christian woman who has explored the world and did it with art! There is an example for you. She's married and has two wonderful children who are now in college and she HAS to be the most "together" woman I know. Remember that anything is possible and this feeling of being "torn" is all so short lived. The world you want so bad is at your fingertips, you're barely grasping it. And the good thing about you, is, you have created your own world. A world where you are one of the most appealing people I have ever met in my entire life! You're beautiful, talented, and Christian, there

Re: truth...

[quiet_is_hard]

wow dustin that was really nice. and good. you're good at the advice.

i was just lost over by reliant and i saw a sign for six flags and thought of you! haha.