yeah i loved my apartment. loved=past tense. i live under some damn hispanic guys who love to listen to the spanish radio and God knows what else at one in the morning so loud that my shelves in my closet are shaking. its only the guy who lives in the room above me too. WTF. i can't sleep. i have class. i can't study. i can't live in this place. i ( Read more... )

so walking home from the busstop today, it started to pour. rained pretty hard, only getting harder throughout my little walk. figuring there was no reason to run, i didn't. when i got home, i looked in the mirror, as it is the height and length of my wall, to see that only the top of my shirt is wet, the rest of it, my stomach and half my chest, ( Read more... )

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its safe to say that i have had the first well earned sleep in a long time (white water rafting really didn't tire me out physically as it was only a 3 hour tour ( Read more... )

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everyone does something really fucking stupid at least once in a lifetime ( Read more... )

i fucked up.
i'm sorry.
please don't hate me.
i'm stupid.
i'm stupid.
i'm stupid.
i love you.
i'm straighten up.
i'm so sorry.
i love you.
so sorry.

spectatorship in one's own life is a flummoxing situation ( Read more... )