at least pretend you didnt wanna get caught...

[quietdante]

... i wanna fucking die...
fuck everything....
blah... im sorry...
im just speaking out of hurt
why the fuck does this happen,
i woulda done anything
you were sober
youve made your choice.
goodbye,.,
you fucking killed me... again

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hmmm

[gathering_amity]

i seriously dont know what to say...i could say the same things everyone already said "im here for you...stop being sad...fess up" but you need more than that i suppose, dont you? If i knew exactly what was going i'd try my best...i'd conjure something up if i had the powers...no one should feel that pain, trust me...i'd know...but again...like all the other...and i know im someone you just met..."im here if you need me"

Re: hmmm

[quietdante]

thank you love, likewise...
i know what i need to do....
i hate love.. its synonymis with pain
but...
"without the sour, the sweet's not as sweet"

Re: hmmm

[gathering_amity]

I'm avoiding it at all costs, I do not want to love the way i did once. I honestly dont think its possible to be INLOVE more than once, you will love many, but you cant be INLOVE more than once...unless someone proves me wrong, which is impossible, i have built someone so perfect in my head...no one else is allowed. I have yet to find someone to win my heart or my body over. I'd rather take the sour for a lifetime, than have the sweet...and then have it taken away and return to the sour. So i'm bitter...I cant be hurt again that way atleast.

Re: hmmm

[quietdante]

im in the same crappy boat,,, but i think you can be in love more than once in life.... but.. the thing with love is... love does not mean mutual emotion.. more often than not.. its one sided... ive had lotsa sweet, and even more sour.... you'd think one would become desensitized, but i want a mutual, not perfect, love.... so bad... i can practically taste it... but the way its worked in my long term relationship past... i fall in love with girl...girl says she loves me... note 'says'... girl and i get intimate.... girl doesnt want relationship... im left with a part of me missing..blah,,,,blah...
oh, and why is it so IMPOSSIBLE to prove you wrong? are a tard or something?
haha

sometimes I just wanna hug you forever and block out the bad!

[aretrochick]

I don't know what to tel you except that we all love you and I'm sorry that things didn't go the way you wanted or expected

Yes..

[z2firegoddess]

you do have great friends who all love you. Yes, there's love from me too! ::huuuuugggggg:: I hope you roll over this "fake" love. I know you will get some girl who will treat you right and never EVER make you cry.. that is until you see how beautiful she looks when you wed. Anywho, if you ever need a real huggle, I'm only a hop and skip away.. literally!
~c

[sharpsmile]

hey::
i noticed that you were one of my friends and friends can't be friends if there both not friends *gets dizzy*
so in a nut shell i added you :)