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I know how to update my journal. I just chose not to do it. Haha.

I am QUITE intrigued by this person. Ahhh..Can't wait til TONIGHT.

I'll be a beautiful letdown...A beautiful let down is all I'll be to most.

EEP

I leave for the beach on Sept 10 and will return on the 17th. I expect to have tons of phone calls on my birthday which is Sept 12 and maybe cards in my mailbox? If you need the address or number message me and I'll hand them over ( Read more... )

Here is my update.

I start school tomorrow.

Here is school schedule

Monday
8 am - open
9 am - Intro to Program and Logic
10 am - General Psychology
11 am - Intro to Sociology
Noon - Calculus 1

Wednesday
8 am - open
9 am - Intro to Program and Logic
10 am - General Psychology
11 am - Intro to Sociology
Noon - open

Friday8 am - Intro to ( Read more... )

To someone in this world, I am the most beautiful, breath taking thing there is in life. Their gaze is on me and no matter who were to walk by, their gaze would never wonder from me. To them, I'm special and all that they are looking for. When the rest of the world seems to hate me, they'll always be there. Even if I don't realize it. Even if ( Read more... )

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I wish he'd wipe mine away tonight...

Life is down on me and I don't know what to do.

I feel like I'm drowning.

I feel like I'm trapped in a prison.

I'm damaging the only things that really matter to me.

I'm so sorry....

I probably won't write in this thing anymore.

I'm finished..over with...I can't take it anymore...

And just as I thought it was getting better...

The bottom falls out.

is beyond me.

Nick called me.

I'm "dating" a guy named Jonathan.

I'm totally lost and confused. Maybe Friday will help out. Jonathan and I are taking the day and going to the mountains.

So...No one talks to me anymore.

GoOdByE.