So it's official, Im a senior! Week one is now over and done with. And im already just about ready for May. But i have a feeling this will be a good year. So far, freshman year was my best year. Sophomore and Junior years were kind of depressing. But i have a good feeling. We just had our drill team senior supper... mmm... Papadeaux! yummm... It ( Read more... )

Last first day of school, over and done with. i cant believe i started school today! it was gay. b/c my school is so damn uunorganized we sat in first period for five hours. 7:30-12:30 it sucked! but w/e. it was not the best of first day of school mornings. got up late, couldnt sleep last night, rushed this mornin, forgot all kinds of stuff, and i ( Read more... )

This has to be one of ttghe scariest realities of life. I went to Michael's memorial today. It was open casket. It was one of the weirdest and scariest things ever. I just looked at him and he looked just as alive as ever. It's hard to believe the little boy i just saw no more than ten minuntes ago was not alive. It makes you think doesnt it. What ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Michael Smith you were so young and you will be remembered always. Your family loves you. You are in a better place.

IM SO TIRED!!! drill team is crazy tiring! AUGH! but only two more days.. just two more days.. but there is one good thing... learned a grreat hiphop routine. haha yay ( Read more... )

Man i missed camp! i cannot believe how much i missed it. i just spent one weekend there and i feel better. of course it just felt like a NFTY weekend but it still felt great. everyone was confused as to how i got to be there but its b/c im special so if you were wondering thats the answer! haha ( Read more... )

dont do it. just dont do it. this little boy i have known for his entire life is on the verge of death due to a suicided attempt. alomsot everyone i have talked to today has talked about it. if you ever think of doing something like that DONT it doesnt just affct the people you think it will. it affects everyone.. EVERYONE! please, talk to someone ( Read more... )

I just found out that a little boy who i have known since he was born, tried to kill himself last night. I can barely comprehend it. He's only 12. I sitll remember him as a little three year old boy sucking his thumb. I just dont understand it... I hope that if anyone who reads this feels there is something they cant handle i will be here for them ( Read more... )

I have been home from camp for a little over and week, and it SUCKS! dont get me wrong, i love all my people here at home, but i just mis everyone at camp so much. Actually, its pretty pathetic. but i DO get to go visit this weekend! im so excited ( Read more... )