I feel selfish when my life couldn't get any better and I feel like so much is missing. I see pictures of her and all I can think is "wow you can do so much better" but at the same time it's hard to get her out of my mind. I guess that's typical when you go from having a sleeping partner for 3 months to sleeping alone. I think someone made this ( Read more... )

I'm home with kenzie just relaxing on the couch. I'm sleeping without sheets but more relieved than i've felt for weeks. Life will be ok. Everyday that passes will get easier. Honestly, I feel better already. I hope the morning brings a new day, no not a "brand new day"... but a new day ( Read more... )

For the past couple days I've been mad, sad, jealous, and confused all at the same time. This happens to be shittiest combination ever. I've been on a year long "bad luck" streak. Sometimes I question if I deserve this. I give and give and receive nothing but bullshit. It's not my personality to put up with bullshit and give second chances, ( Read more... )

all I can say is this weekend is going to be interesting

"It's amazing how much can change in a month but then in a different light not much has changed in a year ( Read more... )

I was in the most perfect place with the most perfect house, land, and pond. Last night just being outside and sitting by the fire listening to my friends play the guitar had an emotional affect on me. I love life. I ended up jumping in the pond with my clothes on... figures, right? I was with my cousin and a great group of people. I love it, I ( Read more... )

Lately the biggest life lesson I've learned is to have patience and take things slow. I've always been one to jump the gun and dive right into things... how far has that gotten me? Not very. I'm just intense. I always love like I'll never get hurt. I'm a true believer in following my heart and my feelings. Granted, I am scared to give myself to ( Read more... )

Today was absolutely horrible. I was pmsing and crabby as all hell. Needless to say, I needed to work with weedy to cheer me up. She's dumb and I love it. Thanks righty! I could have used 2 more hours of us attempting to "hoop it up" though. Beating your ass feels good ( Read more... )

It's sad when you have no high expectations and you still can't find an ounce of what you're looking for.

Quote of the day: "don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one that you can't live without"

This has been one of the best Sunday's in awhile. I woke up to cuddles and shortly after we went for breakfast. I decided I needed to take advantage of mom and go home to buy groceries and do a load of laundry. Thanks ma! I bought tons of stuff for the apartment. I've been slacking because the two dumb roommates always made it messy and smell. The ( Read more... )