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[quiltpunk]

i still have a crush on him
arrrgghhhhh
i hate that
5 years in the fucking scene without little more than a second glance
and i end up head over heels in a crush
and
splat
*shakes fist at myself*
i suck

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[abtarchive]

Argh I know how painful they can be, I've got a few at the moment.

I find that they are fun when they are abstract. Its the transition (or not) to something real that is the painful part.

I also find that crushes need fuel. Without it, the pain/obsession thankfully starts to fade...

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[quiltpunk]

i'm glad and sad that you know what i mean

i'm mixed about the poly thing becasue of it
i feel like saying
married people don't have to deal with this!
sometimes i wish i had multiple crushes
but maybe it's multiple blech

it's the catching me off gaurd thing
and feeling i don't have my emotions in control that might bother me the most
do you know what i mean?
kind of knowing i should not be ga-ga over person X
and yet for some reason i still am

usually i am much better at that type of thing

and as a note
a person you have a crush on
would be pretty silly not to follow up on it :)

hey

[anonymous]

Hi i am trying to start using this live journal site and i am having a hard time getting someone to give me one of those new user account codes so i can sign up... just wondering if you have one you could maybe let me use, i would greatly appreciate it .. I want to be able to use livejournal sooo bad!! THANKS!!!! If u have one please e-mail it to shortrebelchick@yahoo.com ~*~Jessica~*~

Re: hey

[quiltpunk]

not to be weird
but don't you have an account?
you left a comment once in mine
?