Heres a hint: (and this is complete honesty, im not trying to make you feel better cause your my friend. and im not going to lie, or even exagerate the truth. You may not believe, thats up to you) You maile harvard are not a freak of any kid. You are very cool and you are very funny. You are more mature then alot of people simply because you are aware of that fact that you arn't mature. You can wish as much as you want, but you already all the things you think you want to be. I hate to say this, its not just you, its an overwhelming epidemic. You are suffering from pride. As am i. You look at other people and say, holy crap, they are so cool, or funny, or mature. But the fact is...they are doing that same thing to other people. and everyone is in competition with everyone else to be the funniest, to the be the coolest, to be the maturist. But, why the hell does it matter to begin with?! None of us will be better than God EVER. Its a waste to try. C.S. Lewis said a great thing; 'You'll never see whats above you when your always looking
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thankfully that last option isn't an option at this point in time. . . You're right in a way, there are so many things that I have going through my brain but yeah, you've got most of it. It's so hard to look at it that way,I don't understand it. I suppose these things aren't supposed to understood..
Thanks though :-) you made me feel better I think I think.
Maile dearest, i wish i knew what you were going through, because it sounds like somethins not right. we don't talk anymore, which sucks because i've always really liked you, so if you ever wanna talk, gimme a ring and talk we shall. hope you feel better, or already are feeling better.
I am alright now lovely.. I've always liked you too my dear. You're very sweet :). I think what was going on was that I was really insecure about who I am because I've changed a lot and though it's for the better, I'm still not sure if I'm really that new person or if I'm just really good at acting that way. I am getting used to change and having a few moments of terrifying confusion. I'm alright now though :). I will call you sometimes and we shall talk my love! I miss you! How are you my darling?
My thoughtsfaerychild88January 25 2005, 21:56:25 UTC
Just some thoughts for a girl I think the world of:
A girl who gives so much love to everyone around her deserves to love herself, as well. You are worth your time and effort. You deserve to take care of yourself. You are good enough. You don't have to be perfect. You don't have to prove anything to anyone. You make the world more special just by being in it, just by being who you are. You matter. And you are loved.
Talk to me if you need to. Know that I love you even if you don't.
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Thanks though :-) you made me feel better I think I think.
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I've always liked you too my dear. You're very sweet :). I think what was going on was that I was really insecure about who I am because I've changed a lot and though it's for the better, I'm still not sure if I'm really that new person or if I'm just really good at acting that way. I am getting used to change and having a few moments of terrifying confusion. I'm alright now though :). I will call you sometimes and we shall talk my love! I miss you!
How are you my darling?
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A girl who gives so much love to everyone around her deserves to love herself, as well. You are worth your time and effort. You deserve to take care of yourself. You are good enough. You don't have to be perfect. You don't have to prove anything to anyone. You make the world more special just by being in it, just by being who you are. You matter. And you are loved.
Talk to me if you need to.
Know that I love you even if you don't.
<3 Nicola
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Thank you muchly my love. You're very sweet and I love you. That made me smile. I can't wait to see you on Friday.
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