i fucking hate brian mcgowan.. its actually reciculous.. i dont even fucking talk to the kid.. but he has this need to fucking need to say all these dirogatory comments to me.. he fucking starts shit with me and i dont even fucking look at the kid.. but obviously when he says shit to me then im going to say stuff back.. hes such an ass. hes like " ( Read more... )

alright, so me and travis are hanging out today? possibly i guess.. yay superbowl. even if we do hang out then its not like we will talk.. cause its superbowl day.. yeahh.

I dont even know

I fancied you'd return the way you said.. -Sylvia Plath

okay so basically travis has been sneaking around behind my back with emily sypher.. and who knows who else.. and he still thinks he has reasons to be mean/mad..

I FUCKING HATE LIFE

i f e l l f o r t h e w r o n g b o y

last night was the greatest night ive had in a while. trav and i talked.. i was upset cause today is.. well it WOULD be our 15th month but well.. haha its not :-( and i told him i was upset about it and he said "well you know that at this time next month we WILL be going back out anyways" :-D yessss

a b s o l u t l y i n l o v e

today i hung out with travis.. we went to the show at the glenburn community center thingy.. we did some things before that though.. and we kissed in public!!!!!!! and i think we are getting so much better.. and im just so excited that i cant even explain it.. god i need him so bad!

well, me and travis got in a fight awhile ago.. idk if i put that in here or not and we "started our break up over again" and today he sent me a message on my phone that said "i <3 u :-*" yay

Love -hurts-

this is getting so stupid! travis is in total control of everything i do and i know it! and now he just told me today that we probably shouldnt date anymore.. what the fuck? whatever i dont even know, this makes me so upset.. i love travis so much! and he tells me that he loves me??!! but its a lie! i dont know.. sometimes i wonder why i even put ( Read more... )

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mmm.. hmm 14 months.. down the drain?

for x-mas:

-lots of sprays
-matress
-book
-6 shirts
-3 pairs of pants
-lotsa carebears!!!

pretty much everything i want, except for one.

&&you dont know how bad i want you

my one true love

went to travs game today.. watched him play..hes so cute.. idk i just love him so much and i really hope this stuff works out.. rachill found a boyfriend. they are cute together.. well idk if they are going out but they should.

um yeah so b-ball game tomorrow! make me a sign bitches! :-) #15

i love travis so much

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