i get sooo over protective of bryanne and never want her to talk to boys sometimes. after i do so i always realise how dumb i was to think that buy her talking to some one, maybe she might like them. its only cause i really love her a lottle and dont want to lose her... you know.i have decided that i dont care if she does or whatever anymore and ( Read more... )

oh man i just had the best day ever with bryanne. we went to the mall and i got her a wicked cool skirt, then we hungout at my house for a bit. then we watched anger management. after that we went to chill's(hehe) and had really good food. i had a wicked wicked good day. i do not want to go to school tomorrow!

i hate ruining bryannes night. taking her to a bad party/concert. hurting her foot. having her sit in the car talking to who ever the hell she was talking to on her phone. it sucks. i suck. thats why i cant stand my band, but at the same time really want to play with them. maybe i should just die

too bad i cant make everything good. well im really ti-red and i am wicked bored. tomorrow i have a concert and i am hangingout with my bry.work was kinda fun. i did nothing. oh yeah i did wicked good on progress reports except for english. that sucked. i would have had all a's and b's. i will bring it up though. i felt good cause my parents said ( Read more... )

i am really quite sick of everything and everyone. sometimes i also feel like im not good enough for anything and i can never do anything right. maybe i cant...

its almost 10 and i am bored out of my mind i was suppost to cut the lawn but it is raining so i cant. my dad is currently cooling me some homefries so im excited. i hope bryanne is going to call me in a little bit. i go to school and work all week and when ever it comes to the weekends you would think i was able to sleepin at least a few hours, ( Read more... )

at work i did like nothing and then went to see bryanne. i was really happy we go to hangout for a little yesterday concidering i dont get to any more. i think/hope we are today. then i have to work til 9 it sucks.

well today was a good day and im really happy im going to be able to watch a movie with bryanne after work tonight. i seriously cant wait. i dont want to go to work though that is kinda going to suck. well i should leave to go to work now.

well today i took off so i could eat dinner with bryanne's family but i ended up not beacuse her mom said we werent anymore then when we went back they were eatting. then she said we could have cake and icecream when she got back from marching band , the only problem is... im not going to be able to cause bry needs to do stuff. oh well. im talking ( Read more... )

ok so i found out that eric shaw and james and bill suck today. im really really mad at them. it just makes me mad cause i concidered them friends. i have been having a horrible week too. i got sick the morning and threw up 3 times. i still went to school though.im listening to the new thursday cd right now i really like it even though it is really ( Read more... )