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[quinnutbutter]

Homophobia workshops were so much funnnn. omg. i loved working with caity and tom; they are so awwwwesome. oh god but srsly i was freaking out like this whole week, thinking i better not screw up. but everything went pretty smooth actually :]]]] <-- not chins. god. anyways. my fav class was thompson's, on thursday. those kids were so fun and

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[glamourdecay]

aha, im the one that got caity into noy

[__ohthehysteria]

lately i've been kinda irritated with you too. :\ maybe its cos we spend so much time together. sometimes that kinda gets in the way.

eh the musical pissed me off because you actually said lets go talk to someone who doesnt talk so much and that pissed me off. I just didn't want to be there anymore. particularly when you didn't even acknowledge I was sitting up in the stands. I just didn't care anymore.

I do get really protective of my music because I like to have my own things. Especially when I find an indie band. I like having my very own obsessions. Not everything I like do I want to give to other people. I tried to keep nightmare of you kind of a me/kelsey thing because I like having just one on one things with her sometimes. It's nice, not to offend you, we have a million one on one things, yano? It's just nice to have something thats yours once in a while, you get me?

It's just. sometimes- i dont know. probably any other band I'd be fine with :| but just nightmare of you was something that I really liked. I feel

[quinnutbutter]

maybe we have been spending too much time together. i mean, if i don't see you one day, we're at least on the phone.

at the musical, i thought you didn't want to be there even before i said that. i didn't mean to not acknowlegde your existence. i just figured that if you had better things to do, then fine.

I can see how you want some things to be yours, that no one else knows about. I guess i do too. I think i've just never had that kind of obsession before though. Like i think i'd be willing to share a cool indie band with my best friend. Just so we can both enjoy their amazingness. ...oh but i see, the key word here is yours. so does yours refer to you and Kelsey then? because if it does, then it seems that you do have a lot of things that are just yours. I don't know. I'm trying to get this.

I can see how you really like NOY. cause i like them a lot too. I guess it doesn't help if you want to keep them your own obsession. And you're right- i would be pissed if i wasn't getting acknowledged. which has happened a lot in the past.

[__ohthehysteria]

Yeah, maybe that's not healthy. We've been that close since like, I don't know. End of grade nine. That's almost a year of being together almost everyday in someway. That's the longest I've been able to be with someone without getting tired of them, feel honored damnit ;]

Eh, I was just bored and sitting around doing nothing is what I do all day. I thought walking would be kinda fun because it was late at night and we had nothing else to do. :|

Kelsey and I don't really have that many us things anymore. You and I have a million things that no one else knows about. Like, we do these stupid things that are so funny to us both and no one gets, yano? And we have little obsessions that are just you and I. We've gotten pissed at people before who've started liking something the two of us have liked. (or I think we have haha) I know you're just trying to understand but I don't know how to correctly and thorougly explain something that hardly I understand. It's just some fucked up gene I got stuck with