blue flowers

[quintesence]

you arent there any more. you. reminding me of my mortality. you are gone. and I just wanted to see you. you promised me you would be there. and you werent FUCK YOU. but I dont mean it. FUCK you because I hurt. all the tears that fell that day, they towed you out to sea. the pit of my stomach pulling me to the center of the earth. I dont know why

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[incoherentbethy]

Oh, baby. I forgot all about Livejournal. then I rememebered it and came across this post.

I'm here if you need to rant or remember the banana-bread-baker that was your mother.

[quintesence]

it wasnt about my mom.

[incoherentbethy]

My mistake. I'll leave you alone now, dear.