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[quirky80sgrl]

i need help. professional help.
i cant stop crying.

i told someone i hope they die. and then i told them to die and rot in Hell.

i should be the one to do that after those words.

Lord please forgive me.

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[blondeelk824]

What happened?? Call me later!

[quirky80sgrl]

lots. i dont want to think about it much now, but when i am ready, ill let you know.

[quirky80sgrl]

You can rest assured, I am not like that ANY of the time. And I really did not mean it, but it came out and I, of course, cannot take it back.

I AM SO EXCITED! I am not a beach girl, but shopping, going to Museums, walking around, central parking, people watching, and eating real italian ices are all on my list. And I am open to any other suggestions too :)

[quirky80sgrl]

ooh ok!
"...and such -- let me know if you're interesting!)"
Why, yes, I do think I am interesting, thank you for asking :) The museum sounds really cool. We will have to go check it out!

Is there time to go to a zoo? I have never been to a zoo and I really want to go.

[xoxoxtiana]

i always tell people i hope they die...in a fire. and get cancer. its no biggie - you'll be fine.

[quirky80sgrl]

wow thats pretty bad :/
i nkow ill be ok. thanks

[koolklutz]

Its ok, don't worry too much about it. Everyone says stuff they don't mean when they get mad- its human nature. I dont know the whole story about this person, but as much as you probably dont want to talk to this person, I dont think that you are going to be happy until you make peace with them. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I hope you feel better soon, and just remember you have a lot of people who care about you, so you should try and concentrate on that.

[quirky80sgrl]

thanks Becca :)
I have been pulling a Rory and doing some serious wallowing. Are you proud??

[davincisoprano1]

aww erica... sometimes we say stuff that after it is said we realize then that we did say it. I have done it a lot, and shayla does too. The Lord knows that you did not mean it intentionally and that you WILL be forgiven.

give me a call if you need to talk. I am always here.
~shauna

[quirky80sgrl]

thanks :)