In which I say "that" a million times and also fucking hell, Rachel might have been right

[quirkytizzy]

Thankfully the heart issue has been diagnosed, and it's far less serious than I feared. Due to decades of unregulated high blood pressure, I have something called "left ventricular hypertrophy" and it's easily treatable with medication. So, knock one worry off the top of the totem pole

Comments

[matrixmann]

Oh, good that this issue about your heart once is something simpler than one would have feared.
If it can be treated with just one pill more in your daily schedule - well, then so beat it... Piece of cake. - Within this lot of health problems.

Hm... If speaking about the topic of "intimacy" in your case...
Well, first, I'd pose the question "Do you actually want it?" - Do you care? Is it important to you?

...People all have their own needs, desires and ways how they want something.
There are also some out there which always maintain their distance, and do that for reasons. (For example, I have that trait.)
And they're doing fine - are doing better than if they practiced the opposite.

By the way... Trust just isn't something that one should distribute like food for free.
It needs care and protection - or it'll get abused.

[yourdailyme]

There are times where I believe that my friends don't really like me and only hang out with me because they feel sympathy for me. However, after looking at some of the things they've done for me, I know better and understand they're my true friends. Your part on this post about how we should judge people by their actions than words speaks out to me.

You don't have to admit to anything about what some manipulator said; manipulators are just that- manipulators. Your epiphany is your own.