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[quiseralarissa]

 This is one of those moments where I to keep this holed up and buried inside me, but at the same time I just need it to be out there on the off chance that someone, somewhere, might find it and I won't share this....whatever this is alone

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[pineappleburst]

Oh no, bby DD:

I'm so sorry for your loss. That's really just terrible. But you shouldn't feel any sort of guilt for being a bad goddaughter or whatnot. Things just turned out that way and life isn't letting you do anything about it, like going to the funeral.

If you ever need anything to vent to, I'll be here.

[eleni81]

My father is a sailor so my grandfather was more of a father to me. When he died, 8 years ago, the earth left out of my feet. He was in the hospital for a week and I refused to go 'cause I knew it would be real if I see him in the hospital bed. When I finally went to visit him, he was in a coma. I got to kiss him on the forehead and thank him for everything. I got to tell him that I loved him.
When I went home, I took a nap and dreamed him; he hugged me, told me to be careful and then faded away. I woke up crying 'cause I just knew he was dead! My mother called a few minutes later to tell me that he had passed away...

I know what you're going through. After all these years , I can't stop crying when I think of him. It will get better, that I can promise you.

Hugs you tight,
Helen

[jillanejuvi]

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