i'm just always going to wonder.  At least I know how much I mean to him.

 at the end of it all i just come to find out that i missed out on other opportunities and that i was right all along.

 its funny, because out of all the help i give, its never fully appreciated. i dont give a fuck anymore really. all the people that i care about, care about other people more. kinda a shitty feeling right?

And since we all came from a woman ( Read more... )

i really miss me.


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it's weird how you try so hard to be someone's friend, but as you watch them from the sideline, you slowly start realizing that any efforts to doing so were pointless because in reality they'll never play a significant roll in your life ( Read more... )

one night to be confused
one night to speed up truth
we had a promise made
four hands and then away

both under influence
we had devine scent
to know what to say
mind is a razorblade

hopefully this is as bad as it will only get. because i probably can't take much more

FRIENDS ONLY

To live a better life:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.