Silence and stillness from a lost age visit me now.  I dare not hope that it will last, but this moment is enough.  Maybe I have reached the serpent's head of my ouroboros.  Maybe it's nothing.  Maybe it was something about the candle I left burning under the stars, on this black night with silver diamonds.  Maybe I've gone happily and peacefully ( Read more... )

there was this bag. thats been sitting. wrapped up. just the way the cashier left it. almost a year ago ( Read more... )

I just noticed my postings show up an hour later than the actual time here. Should fix that sometime I guess.

So here I am, distorted image behind phoenix fire. Left to wander the forest of self, and wondering at the sights. I was alone for so long, yet this time I take it with utmost reluctance, not understanding, yet not willing to surrender.

Each fingerprint wiped away ( Read more... )

Now, you're the autumn hues that close daylight's reign ( Read more... )

I think
The purest wisdom is realizing
None of it matters

And the most enlightened
End it before
Time is allowed its cruel course
Before life has its way and truth is lost

In the fake importance
Which is the great lie
And under whose spell, the immortals
Use our energy for themselves

One day
May I be solid enough in my resolve
To rob them

What can be said?  My emotional body is an immortal wound.  An unnamed disease riddles my mind.  The day does not bring progress, my nights are no better.  Life has become to me a rodent's wheel.  Lying on its rungs I feel helpless.  Running its eternal miles I feel helpless and tired.  Should I move outside its bars?  Does anything wait there for

I'm taking out my problems on you, Razorwire.  You waited til you snaked around my heart and then protracted your claws.  It's too late for my heart, but I'll get you, damn right.  I've been tearing away at you for days.  I can't help myself, every time you draw near to me it's pain.  I'll make you see it, yes I will.  I'm down to the bones now, ( Read more... )

My gardener, where have you gone ( Read more... )