it's starting again...
So today in the dining hall I started thinking and I got the sudden urgent feeling of, "I need to get out of here. Immediately." Of course, nothing is immediate in my life, but I think I'm seriously thinking (yea, I know... I make sense to me) about transferring. Or dropping out. I know I went through the whole 'I'm dropping out wah wah wah' drama
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okay so i was being lame and messing around online and saw your livejournal and was like "wow i forgot about livejournal" so here i am.
i feel the same way about school! everyone just loves to get all dressed up and go out to bars and get shitfaced and then wake up in the morning with like nine million hickeys on their necks. i tell meghan every day that i hate it here but she pointed out that it isnt just this college that is like that, it is everywhere. plus, most of the kids i was friends with either dropped out or transferred. AND since i "broke up" with the kid i was seeing i can't hang out with our mutual friends so i hang out by myself a lot and i HATE SCHOOL and listening to teachers talk all day long about things i don't care about for the most part. so i know how you feel....it sucks. but at least its better than Chapin Lane, haha
Your Lifelong Neighbahhhh,
Erin L.
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You said during summer that you hated working at the grocery store, but it's the kind of thing that you would probably have to do (at least for a bit) if you *did* choose to drop out. You have to choose the lesser of the evils or whatnot.
On that note, I am of the opinion that life is hellish for you no matter where you go or what you're doing around this part of your life. It's lots of changing and gaining independence and all that jazz. And it sucks, tbh.
If you honestly think that this isn't the best thing for you right now though, you should consider doing something about it. It sucks to disappoint people but in the end, if you're happy, it makes up for a whole bunch of crap.
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I love you and I miss you.
I think a trip to Dallas is in order for you.
When are you coming home next?
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