blah, blah, blah..............dramagirliespeedraceJanuary 2 2005, 23:24:24 UTC
I guess you've probably heard by now that you & grandma are the only female members of the family that I'm talking to, if you want to know my side of why then e-mail me....... if you don't that's cool, I'll take a page out of Ms. Green & Mrs. Johnson-Cunningham's book of "I'll take care of myself" and get over it....
If you're going to pass messagesgirliespeedraceJanuary 13 2005, 08:42:14 UTC
at least pass the right ones...
Mom's voicemail to me (and I still have it saved) says that you told her that I said she wasn't there for me when Andrew was kicking my ass... that is not what this post said!
It said that she wasn't harpin on me for drinking when I was 18 (and I drank more then than I do now when it's legal) so why is she harpin on me now. That is all that this post was meant to say.
That I'm not busy telling everyone else that things they do are wrong so why come into my home and tell me that everything that I'm doing is wrong?
I work too much, I drink too much, I don't clean enough, I didn't get christmas presents for Dj & taurie (when I still have all of Dj's batman videos here for him, no one went and got his box of videos out of the guest bedroom)...
I'm tired... I give up... if I'm horrible fine I'm horrible because I don't want to argue or defend myself anymore, I don't have enough left to do it...
well I really hope that you understand that I am not the two-faced type. Whatever imposition you feel that I have placed on your relationship was already there. It just happened to come to light in the midst of my presence. I have never put anything past you or your husband. I don't put anything past anyone. But it does come as a shock that you think that a week at your house could possibly ruin a 7yr relationship.Hmm? I don't think so. You can not fix a house with Elmer's glue. And you can't fix a relationship with alcohol. You are not running from problems with me...those have always been there. Jealousy, spite,vengeance... But the problems that you have with yourself become emotionally invasive when others notice them too. Maybe you feel that your personal thoughts, emotions, hygiene,etc. have been exploited and ridiculed. I wasn't doing that. I have spoken to you about the things that I was spoken to about you. So don't act like I was telling Phil one thing and you another. Because I told Phil what my view was on the situation.
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If you don't like something I've said talk to your mother...girliespeedraceJanuary 4 2005, 00:39:17 UTC
Mom said that you sat there telling her that I drink all the time... Phil said that you said I don't ever clean up when I come home from work...
No, I did not say that my relationship was perfect before you guys came over but saying one thing to me and another to him doesn't help when he & I are arguing about a subject and he's heard one thing from you guys (supposedly) and I know an entirely different thing to be true.
I'm not jealous of anything or anyone, I do hate being lied on/about... this is not something that I can "sit down" and talk it out about right now... I have too much stuff going on with me.
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Mom's voicemail to me (and I still have it saved) says that you told her that I said she wasn't there for me when Andrew was kicking my ass... that is not what this post said!
It said that she wasn't harpin on me for drinking when I was 18 (and I drank more then than I do now when it's legal) so why is she harpin on me now. That is all that this post was meant to say.
That I'm not busy telling everyone else that things they do are wrong so why come into my home and tell me that everything that I'm doing is wrong?
I work too much, I drink too much, I don't clean enough, I didn't get christmas presents for Dj & taurie (when I still have all of Dj's batman videos here for him, no one went and got his box of videos out of the guest bedroom)...
I'm tired... I give up... if I'm horrible fine I'm horrible because I don't want to argue or defend myself anymore, I don't have enough left to do it...
See you at the funeral...
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No, I did not say that my relationship was perfect before you guys came over but saying one thing to me and another to him doesn't help when he & I are arguing about a subject and he's heard one thing from you guys (supposedly) and I know an entirely different thing to be true.
I'm not jealous of anything or anyone, I do hate being lied on/about... this is not something that I can "sit down" and talk it out about right now... I have too much stuff going on with me.
I guess I'll talk to you guys later.
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Anyways, bye.
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