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Although you're sleeping right next to me
Well it feels like you are wide awake in a distant dream
All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing
Nothing will ever be the same.
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
Its that moment in life when you actually feel
Alive.
You can't dream something
That you aren't already conscious of.
Let’s live for once without a care, and pretend we’re ready for a serious love affair.
You're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression
Will you welcome this confession?
Whenever I see you I need more
I want you to stay till the end
One look at that smile and I'm all yours
Will you just smile at me again?
Oh come on girl, there's so much to say
So instead of kidding everybody, why
don't you try your tricks on me?
Real love finds you once, if you're lucky.
Some people never find love at all.
-"Burned" by Ellen Hopkins
"The world is changing, and we must change with it."
-Barack Obama
why dont you look at me anymore?
i'd give you the world if i could.
i miss you so much. my heart
literally hurts. how could you do
this to me? i'd wish you'd hit me
then i could move on, but then
again i'd probably just kiss your
bleeding hand. i want you to yell
and scream at me, but then again
i'd probably just kiss your lips. i wish
you were mine but then again i
wouldnt be able to go through the
pain of losing you more than once
"Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better
when we're together" -Jack Johnson
it's shocking how many kinds of addcitions exist. it would
be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes.
i think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick
it. i mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? often, too
often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life
at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive,
out of control. it's the high we're chasing, the high
that makes everything else go away. -- Grey's Anatomy
i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for.
-practical magic.
People seldom notice old clothes if
you wear a big smile. ~Lee Mildon
i'm starting to realize that we live in order
to change someone else's life
You act like I am going to give
my heart to anyone, like one
of those smiley face stickers at
Walmart. "Hello, please take
my heart, have a nice day." No
way, I'm waiting for a guy who
is going to sweep me off my feet.
I'm done pretending, so here goes:
No, I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I'm not okay with the fact we don't even talk anymore, and to top it all off - no I'm not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place.
she's just a little upset, but she won't vent to anyone.
her problems aren't important, and no one's listening anyways.
she's crying inside, but hey. she's beautiful, right?
Remember when I said I love you? Well, forget it, I take
it back I was just a stupid kid back then.
I take back every word that I said.
Still, not one day goes by without you finding your way
into my mind, at least three thousand times.
But, as these days go on, my feelings for you
become less and less and I begin to realize
there's no fixing this mess.
Pain is knowing
you are right for each other,
just not right now.
maybe you'll never even think about it,
but I'm special.
You're going to meet a lot of girls
throughout your life,
and a lot of them will be special to you.
But I'm telling you right now,
you'll never find another me.
I have come to realize that
he's just a guy, a special one
maybe, but he's not mine. I
don't need to do things to
make him love me
If he wanted to, he would.
People are always talking about how
hard it is to find a good man, but
nowadays it's hard to even find a
good person. It's so hard to just even
find a person to talk to; someone who
will just listen and not judge, someone
who will just take you as you are.
you have no right to say a single word about me, my choices, or my past. you weren't there. you didn't get your heart broken. you didn't watch him bounce right back.
as we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. and when that happens, i guess she has to let go of the coulda woulda shoulda, buckle up and just keep going. - sex & the city
honestly, the happiest people don't have it all, they just make the best out of what they have.
i love this spot, it's like heaven here on earth. maybe that's what heaven is. maybe we go through life collecting people and places we love and they become our heaven
She's so used to sarcasm that she has forgotten what it's like to be nice. She's a total loser through and through. She doesn't shower or brush her hair and she's fat. She secretly has an obsession with Pokemon and she can be a total brat. But on the other hand, some people are into that thing and there's a lid for every pot.
"When she's silent, that's when you know something's wrong
cause she's always the one to get in trouble for
talking to her friends & telling secrets about the
girl sitting across from her & screaming i love you
in the halls. so when she's not talking, there's a problem."
i'm not that fragile girl you remember. you changed that in me.
There are days when my ribs feel too small for my lungs,
My chest feels too small for my ribs.
And my existence feels too large for the universe and a pulse.
i don't want to be sad anymore.
i just want to be happy.
i can't keep living like this
Well, I'm singing this song as loud as I can as I drive too fast with my best friend. I don't care if you're wondering where I am ... because I don't care if I ever see you again
and sometimes i wonder what things
would have been like for us if you never fell for her.
would you have your arms around my waist or
would you just be another face in the crowd?
Music does something that is indescribable
but able to be felt deep inside you.
I guess I just got tired of always
being the last thing on your mind
i'm through with it. all of it. i simply do not care anymore.
i don't want to care anymore. i'm walking away now
& you can say or do what you want.
it's not going to stop me. i'm done with caring.
if you don't go after what you want,
you'll never have it.
if you don't ask,
the answer is always no.
if you don't step forward,
you're always in the same place.
There's two types of people in the world, the givers and the takers, and the givers always sleep better.
Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears.
I love staring at people sitting at a stop light, even though it may seem rude, you can learn a lot about people within that ten second range that you're with them. Their confidence, or lack of it, shines through at that very moment they realize you're looking at them, for they can either look away or they can stare right back at you & hold that gaze until the light changes green.
I'm not going to wait around forever. Someday I will turn around and think you're not even worth it. So let's lie in the grass and stare at the stars. Live through the moment, figure out who we are.
when you're forced to stand alone,
you realize what you have in you.
So can you do me a favor? If I pull it together, make it sooner
than later. We won't be here forever and I'll realize I waited
too long. But please don't move on.
Dusk, I realized then, is just an illusion. Because the sun is either above the horizon or below it. And that means that day and night are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time. Always together yet forever apart.
It's a narrow margin, just enough room for regret
in the inch and a half between,
"Hey, how are you?" and
"Can I kiss you yet?"
So we talk like nervous neighbors over a tall fence.
True love, but with lack of providence.
You began to cry, just crying. The deep and ugly kind, the kind you lose yourself in; though you're thanking God that no one has to see how rubbed and blotched your face becomes. Though, some detached part of you also wishes there was someone there to see you now, to see and understand just how sad you are at heart. They don't see it of course, you would never show them.
Summer is for breaking. Pack nothing. Leave without a note. Follow your internal compass. Wear what you slept in. Sleep in what you're wearing. Use spf. Listen to the ocean but don't take it's advice word for word. Insist on karaoke. Display skin. Attract a following. Steal a heart. Lose track of time. Live your life
so this is my life.
and i want you to know that i am
both happy and sad and i'm
still trying to figure out
how that could be.
don't worry, he'll miss you.
you're the best he could get and he blew it.
don't let him make you think for one second that it was your fault. it's not.
he screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong.
you gave him your heart you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't.
and honestly, he's not mature enough. he's not smart enough.
if he was smart, he would have cared for you with ever fiber of her being
and been with you in every spare second he could, but he didn't and now he's gone.
but don't you cry sweetie. don't call him telling him you miss him.
don't IM him, don't message him, don't comment him, don't talk to him in the hallways
just pretend like you don't care, because, well, you don't.
and don't be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake,
and if you want to, go with him again, but make him work for you.
don't be his doormat.
don't let him in the first time he rings the bell. make him come back everyday until you trust him enough.
if he doesn't come back after a couple of tries, just let him go..
but if he comes back every day, then he's worth it, trust me. he's worth it.
i'm glad that you turned to me with your incredible smile
& said "babe, i'll never forget you or anything we ever had
I've learned that things change and people change.
Letting go means knowing that some things arent meant to be
I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the
mall and make all the girls jealous. I want someone
who would sing to me at random moments. Someone
who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would
throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb.
Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat
me at all the old Playstation games, and then let me
win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear
my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time and
surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could
share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with to count
the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to
take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water
guns at each other in the house. But mostly, someone
who would be my best friend and would never break
my heart. He would just always make me smile.
guys are like...
laxatives- they irritate the crap out of you.
weather- nothing can be done to change them.
blenders- you need one but your not quite sure why.
chocolate bars- sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips.
commercials- you cant believe a word they say.
department stores- their clothes are always 1/2 off.
government bonds- they take so long to mature.
mascara- they usually run at the first sign of emotion.
popcorn- they satisfy you, but only for a little while.
lava lamps- fun to look at but not very bright.
parking lots- all the good ones are taken and the rest are handicapped.
Purses - cute, hold your crap and easy to replace.
She talks to loud
She says things that she should keep to herself
she's slow and silly
she can be very thickheaded and rude
she wants too much
she stays hidden behind a fake smile
she cries at night to the sad songs on the radio
she runs away from the truth
she doesn't want to do anything but lay in his arms
I think everybody just needs someone to believe in them. Someone to think they're beautiful, someone to think they're amazing. You need that person, and I can be that for you.