pour drinks
drink drinks
sleep
wake up, repeat.

and somewhere along the line you realize
that the things that were important to you back when...
were important
and this bullshit parents feed us about
"it may seem like the world now but down the road it won't matter"
truly is bullshit
because it did matter
it did envoke feeling
feelings that stay with you forever
and I am living my life for now
trying ( Read more... )

pay rent, pay utilities, realize all three of your roommates are leaving, hunt for roommates, throw parties that trash your house, find roommatesish, start school, spend too much on books, spend too much time worrying about a freshman BOY and the wrong friends, bike gets stolen, debit card stolen, cash stolen, realize roommates ditching you with ( Read more... )

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 This summer...

Ha last night was a very random and fun evening, just like the spirit of the rest of the summer, but around 3am feeny and I were stoned out of our minds in my porch and I told her that "I learn this summer that.. weed is a gateway drug" and we broke out laughing for about 20 min.

Drugs.. yes that was a lot of this summer, baking ( Read more... )

I went three months strong. 
Ugh.

I don't know if I feel awsome or like shit because it happened.

Don't they love you in mysterious ways
You say yeah but this is now and that was then
Put a dollar into the machine and you'll remember when

Come Pick Me Up
I Thought I Saw Your Face Today
Pachuca Sunrise
Sorry or Please
Post-War
Handle With Care
The Call 
August
King of Carrot Flowers
I Watched You Taking Off
Left and Leaving
A Voice at the End of the Line
Let's ( Read more... )

ah gosh its just so damn funny isn't it. 
no matter what they tell ya, you just have to figure things out for yourself. 
you just have to try all the bad stuff....

just to figure out the best highs in life are just the simplest things.

i am looking forward to tomorrow night... if for nothing else... then to bask in the glory of the irony in it all.

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