I'm pretty sure I'm love the way I feel when I'm in love more than I actually might love the person. Yes, I am (obviously) cold and heartless. Ouch. But really, that feeling of butterflies and unknowing and wonderfulness is the best. So maybe I'm not actually talking about being in love but having a crush, especially a reciprocated crush. Wouldn ( Read more... )

i will be spending my spring break commuting between my apartment in Chapel Hill and Duke hospital where my dad is recovering from surgery. intermittently i will study for my psych10 exam that is the day after i "return" from spring break. (i think it will be hard to return when i'm not really going anywhere to begin with.) i'm really, really ( Read more... )

you seemed to mean so much to me; you slipped away faster than i knew was possible. confusion swirls in my head, leads me to no conclusion. you are not mine and never will be again. i am not yours.

so, i finally got a salad from cosmic for lunch today. i was appalled by how small it was! i've seen that mess when people eat it in the restaurant and assumed it would be as big if i got it to-go. well, it's not. i mean, it's really delicious, super duper tasty, but it is not worth $4 if it can't even constitute a meal ( Read more... )

because i'm just that emo.

Plans for the rest of the semester:
6-10 December: Paris
11 & 14 December: Exams
15 December: Prague
20 December: Rome
23 December: Edinburgh
4 January: Asheville
8 January: Chapel Hill

Well, when I got to Edinburgh several months ago, I was thinner, tanner, wealthier, smarter, and had a much lower tolerance. Thanks,

i did a total of one hour of homework this weekend. and feel very accomplished. i've become such a bad student!

Save the profile for the camera, give me your eye-to-eye
You know, I know all your secrets and you know all of mine
Mostly, I don't go for the soft-focus and the fantasy
I want something real I can think and say and see.

1) i SUCK at making decisions ( Read more... )

Oh my G-d. This week fucking sucks. Like as far as minor crises (you know, like when things really suck, but at least nothing tragic, etc. has happened) go, I'm having more than my fair share this week. I don't wanna go into to it because I hate eliciting sympathy out of place but I do need to vent. Basically just feeling really depressed. I ( Read more... )

you know how they always say that it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? well, i'm pretty sure that's bullshit.