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[qutepatudy]

well this sucks. i can handle the being single. i can handle him seeing someone else. i can handle the fact that he's seeing my best friend. i can't handle the fact that i was done dirty. i was lied to and broken up with for her. i mean, it would have been one thing if things hadn't worked out between us, and then she started dating him after i got

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[invader_bling]

i feel ya. deputy douche: girlfriend within 2 weeks. me: been single ever since.

much love.

[bango04]

fine, i see that i am nothing to you. ---> this is me running away crying.

ps.ab dont sweat it, karma is a bitch

[angelgrl19]

i know you probably dont even want to hear from me but what the hell i'll give it a try. i am so sorry that things happened this way. we both want you to know that you weren't dumped for me. I know you probably dont believe that, but its the truth. a lot of people told me that I shouldn't tell you about us, just to act like nothing was happening when you were around. i couldn't bring myself to do that, I felt that you needed to know, that if I lied to you it would be so much worse in the end. I dont want to have to choose one of you, I want both of you. That may be selfish of me, but I am sorry. I am living with him, so its not like I can just not be around him, but I would love to still see you. I miss you. I want to be able to talk again. We can still do things that do not include him. I know you think I may get hurt in the end, but for me its a risk I have to take. I am already hurt by the fact that I am losing you over this. I never wanted that to happen, I just dont know what to do anymore.

[qutepatudy]

i've found things to make me happy, and people to make me happy, and i'm sorry to say it, but things between us will never be the same. one day i'll have the urge to pick up the phone and call you and see how you are. one day i'll be able to swallow what happened, and how i feel now, but (and i know i said i could talk to you online or aim or whatever) as for now i can't do more than send a message that won't have a response in the middle. i don't know if you understand why i'm so angry about all of this, and i'm tired of trying to lay it out in words that people can understand, but i think you know that i do have a right to be pissed as all hell. as for him, i dont care if i ever talk to him again. he is not welcome calling me and leaving me voicemails telling me who i should be angry with. and you can tell him that i don't care if he wants to reiterate why he "broke up" with me, because frankly i won't believe a word he says anymore. i don't want you to get hurt because deep down i do love you. just don't ever tell me that i didn't

[angelgrl19]

i am glad that you have found things to make you happy. i had nothign to do with those phone calls, he was out with his friends drinking when he made those. when he told me about them i yelled at him and made him delete your phone number from his phone so it shouldn't be happening anymore. tell everyone i say hi tonight since i guess i can't be there. bye bye