eating bagels fuck yeah.
i applied at cd central because they're hiring and my friend knows the owner.
please please please let me get what i want.

kill me! my job makes me hate living.

jared and i stayed awake in bed from 12 to 3am last night, just talking. i really liked it. C:

i had a nice birthday. jared and i are going to start saving money for Europe.

i'm tired of feeling the awkward face-burning feeling that i get any time i attempt casual human interaction.

i wish i had friends here. i'm tired of talking to lonely 4chan faggots all day and being bored to death by a certain someone all night. i want to get out of my goddamn house so i can start to appreciate life again ( Read more... )

i want to paint something realistic, i know that i can, but it just takes too much goddamn patience.

didn't end up moving to raintree, they wanted too much for the 1st month's rent/deposit ( Read more... )

this week has been awesome
all i do is get high and watch star trek and daydream about living at raintree...
and i'd imagine next week, when i actually move in, is going to be even better.

it's a nice feeling to be able to leave my money laying around, knowing it won't just go missing.
:D

i am fucking stoked about this indoor pool/hot tub and fitness centre omgggggggg!