My heart breaks every time i think about it, so i try not to. But it just sits here haunting me. Making me go over and over in my head what went wrong. I hate it. I can't get over it, it won't let me. I sit down and break down to tears for no reason. It lingers in my head day after day, the one thing that makes it go away made it happen. How can a ( Read more... )

What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go promise me you'll never let me go And now the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look up at them why does hello feel like goodbye These memories can't replace These wishes I wish and dreams I ( Read more... )

its funny the way things turn out. i don't mind. not at all.. hehe. I worked 8 hours today.. parents are dumb. The parents all wanted to sit in and watch their kids but they wern't supose to but hey got mad when i told them to leave.. wahtever, i had devil children this morning too. don't htink i've ever had a class taht bad. oh well.

I'm confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arg.. i hate this. I want something but so many things just pop up in my head and then i am like no but yes.. and grr!!! the world should just be brainless it would make things so much easier.. and stupider but hey who cares

I love how ironic life is. don't you?

I hate being sick.. blech.

My coach has no faith in me.. isn't it wonderful. I don't even know why i go.. blah!!!!! i hate gym but i do it anyway.. i don't understand myself sometimes.

Yea.. i actually had fun at gym today.. FUN. its crazy i know. We got to choreograph our own routines to some music and it was fun ( Read more... )

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again ( Read more... )

So today i went to work and the children were insane... ugh. Then at 2 30 i went o my other work and had to deal with the snobbiest child ever.. and played DDR with them for about an hour. My coach got mad at me cuz we can come in on thurs if we want to but its not required so i didn't stay but i came to work. She gave me a lecture on how i should ( Read more... )