it seems everyone is ignoring me today....every call , every e-mail, every IM I have sent out today goes unanswered and ignored....maybe I will take nap, this always seems to work as it seems when ever I am asleep every one wants to get a hold of me....or it maybe that i am over dramatizing things today, the last 2 days i have felt very distant ( Read more... )

.......and mind wandering, that seems to be the theme for late night early morning .I have got the tattoo bug back as of late and am planning out my necklace. It looks as if I am hooked on getting a Gaelic phrase in proper script in a banner being held up by zoomorfics on my shoulders. Wow tattoos withmeaning that is a new concept on my body( I ( Read more... )

....and I ain't got no-body I got some money cause I just got paid How I wish I had some-one to talk to I'm in an awful way...well not really I a, just waiting for laundry to get done then off to Ballard for music and beer......mmmmm beer...I got a new phone today, i saw Molly's new one and got phone envy...I almost(really close) got a new Trio. . ( Read more... )

Who is lording over me.........who is it that pulls my strings......i dance out of beat to another's drummer......i here the music in my head, but cannot make my limbs react......O thee of strings set me free......let me dance, my dance ( Read more... )

Well it looks like even the Queen gets sick with the flu ...so no trip to the hills....just me and a cigar in the low lands of Snohomish .....nothing like thick tobacco smoke to get your mind clear in a haze of nicotine, and the road to set it straight...lots of thought goes into my Cigar drives, lots of clearing of the head...I am not a smoker so ( Read more... )

...and i see that a run to the hills is in order...I must visit with the Queen of the Hill-billy punks and her Man-God Hammer Of the Hills.......yes old friends and I shall commiserate with smoke and fire water ....YES

So I went and bought a new camera...... searched the webby thingy with this box on my table and it looks like I gots the good deal....It is a Minolta Z1....It is a SLR type camera and I am going to become a monster with it....I can tell already....no one is safe, no moment too sacred, the world is my plaything ....MUHAHAHAHA ( Read more... )

It is 515 am and I have been staring at the ceiling and watching the clock for over an hour. I hate it when I cannot sleep! Wow! No -ne on my buddy list is awake I am so surprised, not!I hope I get a normal job with normal hours or a tleast get to the point ( Read more... )

Music can be a great power. The way the words make or break you . i am listening to the Smithereens and am starting to feel down. Not the music i needed for tonight. I should turn it off but can't .The music is taking me through a ride of emotions, and I live to feel, even if it hurts. Life is about your feelings/emotions if you feel something you ( Read more... )

I told myself i was going to go out to karaoke tonight and sing bad versions of Frank tunes.......piss of the hipsters and the old schoolers alike....but now am doing laundry and sitting here in front of the computer......went to have coffee with Molly this morning, her headaches scare me, had to drive her home because they got so bad.......no ( Read more... )