my mom is nuts.

::me burning my hand on a pot::

me- GOD DAMMIT!!
my mom- don't say god dammit, say fuck

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me goi'm such a worry wart. but, the only thing i worry about is him. lately, everythings been really weird ( Read more... )

so, yesterday was joshs 18th birthday. so i spent the day with him ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Joshua Gene Pedersen!

i love you so much baby, i hope you have a wonderful day, you deserve it. <33

so, i've come to terms with the fact that i don't have a 'bestfriend' anymore. i've tried and tried to hold on to her. but, she's done so many things to me that i dont even know why i ever even called her a friend. when shes not doing things to hurt me. she's a good friend. the best i've ever had. i had so much fun with her. she says i'm changing. ( Read more... )

here are the homecoming pictures. they suck because i had to scan them. and well yeah. i dont know how. i look stupid. so enjoy.

( viva la diva! )

homecoming was wonderful. not the dance. just being with josh<3 ( Read more... )

the bleach in my hair is fucking eating away at my scalp. it burns so bad. i can't wait till my freakin' birthday so i can get all this black stripped out of my hair and get it dyed just ONE COLOR. i look like a skunk ( Read more... )

what happened to me? i used to be so cool ( Read more... )

my old deadjournal. i was so stupid, read if you'd like.